| wow....a new post |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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Time for a new post, mainly cause im bored and i should be studying for ap bio but no. This weekend was pretty cool, coulda been better. Went to Lehigh not really to visit the college but to visit my friend. We just spent a lot of time doing what we normally do but in a much smaller space. Then some drunk ass pulled the fire alarm at 2 in the morning (it was only the first 2 though not the second) and we all had to go out into the cold. I felt really bad for some of the girls thought cause it was cold and they were wearing like nothing, and while they were probably way too drunk to realize it i still felt bad for them. The drive was okay i had some awesome music and of course my awesome car! Its too bad it was this weekend though cause a friend from DC was coming up to NYC to visit her friend and i just barely missed her, oh well maybe its time for me to visit the university of maryland.... Hopefully sometime soon i can get out to Chicago too but thatll most like require some missed school. Since i havent posted in forever and the cool thing to do is to talk about your internship, mine can either be extremely cool or just suck horribly. I shoulda guessed from the fact that its a job as a lab tech and not an actual chemist, but it can still be cool, the mornings are normally the sucky part. My one slightly emo moment for this post, I hope you fiqure out u made a mistake again, but this time u had better not tell me. |
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| its been awhile |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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| | complacent | ] |
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| | Sweet Home Alabama | ] |
i really havent updated this thing in awhile but since tonight im bored as hell i guess its time. First off let me just say that Sweet Home Alabama kicks major ass and so does Skynyrd. Today was the last wednesday at bergen academies ever!! score im done with crappy projects and such. Schools almost done just one crappy lit final to get through, hopefully thisll let me get the A in lit but i seriously doubt it, specially since im updating this and doing everything other than study for it. Oh well lets hope this summer kicks ass it really should specially since i will hopefully have a car and of course the coolest part of this summer is that im on a boat again!!!! whocares that its somethin like oceanography im on a boat again, and life definately cant go too wrong when your on a boat, and if it does hey at least life is going wrong on a boat as opposed to life just going wrong. |
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| now im just pissed off |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | Father's Son - 3 Doors Down | ] |
i was talkin to a friend, or maybe someone i thought was a friend.....and she lives 2000 miles away and i just saw her recently. In talkin to her i said id have to figure out a way to get to see her again next year and i said maybe id go visiting colleges and then she said "haha i chose this college because i didn't know anyone there and i am going to be honest and say that if u did go to that college i problly would not hang out with u" who in the hell says that!!?! i mean god i would spend like 3 hours talkin to this girl and then i get that....wow what a bitch |
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| ... |
[Jan. 29th, 2005|03:20 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | Runaround - Van Halen | ] |
well columbia started up again, yippee....i somehow managed to get into elementary particle physics even more of a yippee....and the freakin guy teaching the class not only is extremely boring and just does powerpoint presentations, but since his last class kept leaving during the break and people kept sleeping through his lectures, he decides not to make them more interesting but to take attendance by making us answer 3 questions at the end, which reminds me very much of a quiz somethin that SHP isnt supposed to do! well im gonna be missin a fair amount of classes anyway but i get to be bored out of my mind mind every saturday morning especially since a lot of the stuff at the beginning is quatum mechanics and relativity which ive already had so itll be even worse! oh and ive learned that i cant make plans for anything, just deciding what i want to do is impossible and of course no one can have any ideas either |
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| bored.... |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|07:59 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | Dreams - Van Halen | ] |
oh well this week wasnt really terrible, last night wasnt terribly cool cause my health teacher thinks i have nothin better to do than waste an hour and a half of my life on this third grade like assignment that they probably wont end up seriously grading....yeah and im home another friday night, my parents really suck...and columbia starts tomarrow! argg i really loved the break from that, its back to no more days when i can wake up when i want, and i cant get to mountain creek until like 2 now, it really really sucks! well hopefully tomarrow night i wont be here again unless people manage to cancel on me which seems to happen very often |
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| finally not depressing |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|05:58 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | Skid Row - In a Darkened Room | ] |
i decided to post on this when im not all depressed/disappointed...for once. Anyway i guess i am kinda disappointed cause i keep learning that so many ppl havent seen braveheart! what is this? braveheart definately wins the award for best movie EVER.... its now become like my personal job to fix this!
Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it. |
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| Dissappointed again.... |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
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| | TRUSTCompany - Slippin Away | ] |
who would have thought that humanity in general would disappoint me again, and soo soon, dont i deserve a break!? oh well i feel used for chem... i dont know ever believe that people are nice or just decent on most levels, either that or i manage to find the worst people possible....and again i could always be wrong on this but i will find out soon but i doubt it way to many convient excuses...safe to say no more chem help |
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| MERRY CHRISTMAS |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|05:41 pm] |
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yeah thats right i wished people a merry christmas and not a happy holidays....i saw today another fine example of why i hate liberals. Conservatives are often called stupid and apperently have lower IQs then liberals....now i just wonder about this cause liberals do all kinds of retarded things, anyone that thinks liberals are more intelligent should read "The Language Police" by Diane Ravitch about the censorship and political correctness that liberals feel is necessary it proves my point |
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| God i hate being happy |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | Blind Melon | ] |
Wow i realized tonight that i should really fear being happy. everytime somethin good happens and im happy somethin very bad needs to come and destroy that....and tonight it came almost immediately psats were good and some other stuff and i was just in a good mood then it all came crashing down...i should just save myself all the trouble and never try to be happy.... |
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| i have amazing friends |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|09:30 pm] |
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wow i have the most awesome friends ever! i really needed to hear what they had to say....
Lauren: or
Lauren: u can just say
Lauren: pshhh ill give u ur space, bitch |
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| THIS IS WHY I HATE LIBERALS! |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
i happened to see this article... and it made me proud of ohio goin for bush and reminded me of why i hate liberals!
MAPLEWOOD, N.J. (Dec. 7) - Members of the Columbia High School brass ensemble were not allowed to play Christmas carols at their holiday concert this year - not even instrumental versions.
At a school board meeting Monday night, parents and students alike expressed their outrage.
"This is censorship at its most basic level and political correctness to its extreme," said student Ryan Dahn.
"When you close that door you are supporting ignorance, and I think it's a very sad thing," said parent Melanie Amsterdam.
The controversy is by no means an isolated case. The role of religion during the Christmas season is a source of annual angst. But this year, people in "red," or Republican, America - particularly Christian conservatives - are in an unprecedented uproar.
They are sending letters to public schools in Chicago, where the words "Merry Christmas" have been excised from a popular song; boycotting Macy's, which has removed "Merry Christmas" signs from its department stores; and protesting the exclusion of a church group from Denver's annual Parade of Lights.
"What they don't understand is that by not wanting to offend anyone, they're excluding a huge group of people, and that is all of those of the Christian faith," said Doug Newcomb, business administrator of the Faith Bible Chapel in Arvada, Colo.
Attorney Demetrios Stratis, affiliated with the conservative civil liberties group Alliance Defense Fund, is one of 700 Christian lawyers across the country poised to pounce on such cases.
"We just don't believe that you need to stamp out religion in the public square," he said.
There are those in Maplewood - and in "blue," or Democratic, America generally - who say religion should be a private matter.
"Holiday celebrations where Christian music is being sung make people feel different," said Mark Brownstein, a Maplewood parent. "And because it is such a majority, it makes the minority feel uncomfortable."
But Eric Chabrow, who is Jewish, says his son, Sam, should be able to play Christmas songs in the high school band. Chabrow is a part of "blue" America and generally supports the separation of church and state.
"I think that people have become a little too dogmatic in their beliefs on either side," he said. "And I think in this world today, we need to look at that center. I mean, the center in this country is vanishing. And maybe that's what's happening here."
He says there must be solutions that are neither "red" nor "blue" - just common sense.
Solutions may not be forthcoming: Christian lawyers may sue the Maplewood school board, while the school superintendent is vowing not to bend to outside pressure. |
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| im strange |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
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| | funny...but upset i guess | ] |
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| | Wicked Garten - STP | ] |
i just discovered today that i get funny when i really should be upset.....thats really rather wierd, and i also update this thing.....life is just wierd, or maybe its me.... |
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| whew.. |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|07:29 pm] |
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| | ehh | ] |
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| | Paradise City - GNR | ] |
well my faith in humanity was restored, just about another 3 months before it gets destroyed again...with the news that people arent all evil was some disappointing stuff but oh well... soon itll be december and then boarding! damn columbia for takin saturday mornings...we cant spend all day every saturday there which kinda sucks, but ive gotta wax my board soon and get together my boarding playlist!! and my friend sent me this awesome quote "Beings that are born of dreams must return to them..." |
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| ....hopefully |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
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| | My Generation - The Who | ] |
well i havent posted on this thing for awhile and well someone told me something today that if its true makes me disappointed with the human race yet again. I honestly think people are decent and then i get hit with this huge suprise....i seriously wonder how people can go through life and have any faith in people being decent. Well this could all turn out to be irrelevant and i honestly hope so but I never really know, its been awhile since the human race has let me down... |
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| SOOO HAPPY! |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|10:34 pm] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | Sweet Child O' Mine - GNR | ] |
you know that feeling that u get when u think that a friend has cancer, and then after 3 hours of thinking that your friend is terminally ill u learn that she isnt! well thats the feeling ive got right now and its totally awesome! not sure all the worry and being upset before the happiness was worth it but hey..... |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 1st, 2004|08:46 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | Time - Blind Melon | ] |
damn girls really suck....even more than before, apperently i make an "awesome" friend but nothing more and im soo damn tired of it, whats the point anyway? After 3 months she'll stop talkin to me or we'll have these conversations that are really meaningless and yet she will still be a "friend" i feel that i should tell her to leave me alone and yet i figure ill regret it later on....so im not sure what the hell to do |
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| This pissed me off... |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|09:56 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
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| | Easily - RHCP | ] |
Well i started my night with calc hw so im bound to get a headache and end up getting pissed off very easily but i did get to resolve what happened last night so im happy in that sense. Well now the girl from maryland has decided to unblock me and eventually i need to talk to her and get really pissed of at her but in her profile was this...
After all of my encounters and unencounters with boys this summer I have become even more confused by their complex simpleness, maybe I just don't understand them. Boys are just silly.
I read this and was like wtf? She just decides to block me so she doesnt have to talk to me for whatever reason...she wanted to break up with her last boyfriend and still hasnt told him yet(they stopped talkin like a year ago) she just stopped talkin to him...she runs from things when they get uncomfortable and then she complains that guys are just silly? holy crap i thought we were really good friends and she cant even have the decency to tell me that she is mad or whatever (at me for some reason i still dont know) or even to tell me to stop trying to talk to her because she doesnt want to talk to me and she comaplains that guys are wierd!!! This deserves a huge WTF as well as a final comment that she will end her life alone |
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| ...wierd nite |
[Sep. 22nd, 2004|10:34 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | All Right By Me - Sev | ] |
wow tonight was odd, i started off by being an idiot, but in my defense im not sure many other ppl would beleive what i was told.....uhm then i realized how freakin scary our nations drug dependance issue is, it totally scares me, and once again ive become disappointed with more people.... |
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| Tired |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|10:22 pm] |
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| | you pick one | ] |
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| | Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult | ] |
already im tired of school and the whole regular school routine....it feels like summer didnt happen and we just picked up from june, schools already hard and since we've only been at it a little over a week thats not good, im a mix of so many emotions im happy cause ill (hoepfully) be goin to colorado again, and this year ill get to see morgan, and sad because stuff has been making me sad lately, and something just about makes me happy and something disappointing comes along and kills it... |
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| Argg...school |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | not sure of my mood right now | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Time - Blind Melon | ] |
wow today was the first day back, and i felt tired as soon as i woke up not to mention as the day went along, and i kept thinking how i wish that i was somewhere else but not in the normal i hate school kinda way but in the general sense of my life....not sure that made any sense but ill keep goin anyway, already ive gotten calc hw! calc this year is gonna be...annoying and in physics were gonna start talkin bout magnetic fields which involves 3d vectors...just what ive always dreamed of. Well hopefully i get through this year and its one more to go before a whole new thing which im not sure i want to come but change always brings new problems
oh and by the way Blind Melon is an AWESOME band so if i havent gotten u to listen to them yet just ask! |
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